So I was going to attempt to go to bed again early tonight just incase Joshua has a rough night, but as I was sitting there in bed, something really hit me... okay it was God hitting me upside the head. Here I am exhausted and literally tired, and why? Because I just spent over an hour on the internet reading blogs and checking out facebook and somehow I had no time for God today. I am really convicted.
I really feel the Lord calling me to take a hiatus away from the internet for some undetermined time to get things straight... to weigh what really is important to me. Sure I could have spent time with the Lord, or even spent time with my husband.. But no, I spent it reading blogs and searching the internet for stupid things... not really stupid, but just pointless in the scheme of things. The only websites I plan on doing anything on is Joshua's Blog... seeing how Joshua has dedicated readers and such, and well he isn't quite the age of updating his own blog and everything just yet (all in time) ha! And my school stuff considering I am taking an online class. But besides those two websites, I am taking a break!
I have wasted so much time during the day looking at less important things than what I should be. I am about to start a life transformation group at Experience Life, and something tells me that God is really going to whip me into shape, and that I am really excited yet REALLY scared about. I am not so much scared. Oh I dont know how to describe it...
So I ask those of you that read my blog, that God would grant me clarity. God would show me freedom from my anxiety. And a brief synopsis on what I have anxious thoughts about... I self diagnose myself... yep, I will be so analytical over the tinest symptom that I go search the internet and somehow it all ties back to some random type of cancer. So, that is the BIGGEST reason for my hiatus away from the internet. So pray for clarity, freedom, and for me to fall more in love with him than I ever have! Also, that God would allow me some amazing quality time with my son and husband that I have wasted because of the stupid internet!
So here I am, taking a semi-vacation from the internet world...
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Hey! I hope it's a while before you get this comment..and by now you are more focused on Him & the family. You are truly examining your life and making changes where you see need. Way to go. That's what God calls us to do. I think it's awesome!
I want to invite you to a mommy prayer group! What's your number so I can call you????
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