My heart...

So I have really been struggling lately. I think it's the lack of sleep I have been getting. Joshua has been sick, off and on now for 3 weeks, and it tends to wear me down. Not that he is at fault, but I just think " is there something I am doing wrong?"...

I have cried out several times in the past 3 weeks to heal my child. He healed him from his heart condition, so I know he can heal him now. He has pnemonia - the "walking" version of that! It just wears on my heart.

Recently I was driving in the car, and I heard the song "By Your Side" by Tenth Avenue North, and it really almost made me cry. The situation with Joshua hasn't been the only thing that has been wearing me down, there are others, ones that I won't list for the world to see.. But when I heard this song, it was as if the Lord was screaming this at me in his own loving way! Just please turn on your speakers, and watch the video that I have posted.. if you can't see it, I will also post the link to it

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Let me know what you think...