Before I start this post... this was when I was about 9 weeks pregnant with Joshua... It's not recent and I am NOT pregnant again.. haha...So I decided lately, that I do not deserve any award for World's Best Wife! There has been something in my spirit that has just made me so ugly! I don't know what is causing it or why I have it, but I haven't been the sweetest wife by any means! I have the world's best husband, and I tell him that all the time I have just had such an ugly spirit! God has called me to be a wife to John, and it's not that I'm abusive or anything, I have just been hormonal. I just snap or nag... yes! It has just caused such a heaviness on my heart lately and I see it as something that has to change, and change now! God has given John a spirit of patience and love lately and I know its to combat my nastiness! Have any other wives out there struggled with this? Am I alone!? Please rattle of some verses that I can memorize to help with this!
John if you are reading this ~ I love you! You are the world's best husband! Be patient with me as the Lord works on me! You are so loving and supportive and I love you! God is working on my heart and I am well aware, and you, my love, are the reason I strive to be a better wife! Mwa! I love you my sweet darling!
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